Last night Mr ISFS and I were watching tv with my son, and he asked if he could take both of our photos on his iPad.
He went into his room, and was working away diligently on his iPad.
When he came back, he surprised us with this:
It’s only a picture he created, but it meant so much to Mr ISFS and I.
I had never realised the challenges (and blessings) of having a blended family before I met Mr ISFS.
In my experience there are a lot of extras to factor in when you have a non-birth parent sharing child raising with you.
You have brought this person into your child’s life. You’ve taken a chance – you hope that they will get along well, and will maybe grow to even love each other.
You hope that you have done a good job of raising your child up until then so that they are well-mannered and tolerable. You hope that things are blissful and calm in this new family. And sometimes they are, and more often than not they aren’t.
I know personally I have struggled to let go of the guilt of “letting” Mr ISFS look after my son whilst I do something else (go out for a run, go grocery shopping etc).
And I know Mr ISFS struggles with disciplining, and the fear that he’ll be seen as the “cranky stepfather”.
With love and communication and openness though we deal with each issue as it comes along.
And there will always be issues to face – the same as for any family.
But it was very touchingto see this image my son created.
I love that he has grown to think of Mr ISFS as his dad as well. I say “as well”, because Mr ISFS will never replace his own Dad. But I love that my son has that affection for him, and thinks of him that way.
Maybe we are doing something right after all ♥